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Bettywithoutasound
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Name: Betty
Birthday: 6/29/1986
Gender: Female
Interests: I like music. I like art. I might like you?
Expertise: Wittifying people
Occupation: Rocco Altobelli Client Coordin
Message: message me
Website: visit my website
Member Since:
9/6/2006
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| Lily Allen. You are new to me, but very old and dearly loved by others. I absolutely adore the video for Smile. The song itself is fucking brilliant. But the video really does make me smile. It's a realistic version of what Christina tries to say, except you're actually not hypocritical. So thank you Lily.
Things are better today. We'll see how long that lasts when I continue to work my ass off the rest of this week.
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| It's annoying and strange how something so small and trivial like a website called myspace...can make a person feel so unimportant.
I'm not saying I don't enjoy seeing a new comment etc from a regular friend. Not at all. Just funny how I go a certain amount of time, and nothing new. It's pathetic how it pisses me off. That goes for facebook as well. Fuck all those websites.
I improved myself today. I didn't lie on my last blog, I am better today.
If I had 3 wishes...one of them would definitely be that I have my own soundtrack daily. When I would be in thought, or walking sexily with my hair blowing in the wind, or driving whilst deep in thought there will be appropriate music playing. Something along the lines of The Hills...The Real World. Something that reveals my emotions...lets me know how to feel.....lovely. Then I could take out my earbuds.
Kitty on That 70's Show reminds me of my aunt. I love them both.
Oh xanga. So silly that I am back.
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| Wow it has been a long time. I feel that the only person who might look at this would be Stephanie...if she's even subscribed any longer.
I prefer this.
I am awful at keeping a diary. I have all these thoughts, but for some reason I can't write them down without hating them. I've tried. Therefore I blog.
Myspace is too wishywashy for blogs of this caliber. Screw them.
Ever stare at something for so long, you shake you head and realize you were never really staring at it at all?
Days like this I feel so incredibly deep, like I should be in a dark place attempting to write dark poetry or a movie script. Maybe I will paint later....if I had paint/materials that is. Wishful thinking.
I'm having a very hard time not being selfish lately. If I'm being honest it's not something I usually have problems with. So this recent struggle has been especially challenging. I'm somewhat at a loss. I know that I should suck it up, and just be happy for this person. But it's incredibly challenging. I acknowledge that I may be tainting something good, and I am being a jerk. I just don't know how to get past this feeling, and on to a good way of thinking. It stems back to myself. I don't want this person to be unhappy, by any means. But I cannot deal with hearing about anything from her right now. I don't know what to do. Is this something I have to bear?
I think of easy and complicated personal solutions....and nothing really seems to fix it.
I'll feel a little better tomorrow. I think.
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| Oh xanga....I actually remember people I know who spent $$$ on your "premium" offer.
The president is trying to piece together his own words to reply to questions. He's holding a news conference to stand up for himself after being shot down in congress where his plan was blatantly turned down. He's like a kid who lost...a wounded bird. It really is pathetic. All I know of the plans is that John McCain led the majority in voting against Bush's deal...it was over the details of which plan to take concerning terrorist trials. Bush feels his plan is more detailed and doesn't let anything slip through. We'll see. Right now he's bumbling words out about not getting along with the United Nations. He really doesn't answer questions, he steps around them by talking about things of the same nature. It's like he doesn't know what to say so he pretty much states the obvious.
A gentleman just asked him: because 2 federal courts ruled his eavesdropping program to be stepping over his bounds, is his working with Congress currently is an admission of this? He corrected the name of the program, and then said that the court case is in appeal. Why wouldn't you defend yourself by talking about how you're working with Congress because this is what's needed to achieve better things for our country????
I voted for Bush. I cannot say that had another person won and became President that things would or wouldn't be drastically different. No one can. But I will say that as of right now, I do not like Bush being in charge of this country. But at the same time, would it have been responsible for us to get another leader in the House when the country has only been going through the war and all of this change with one man? Maybe.
I voted in the primaries, which I'm sure 2 other ppl my age did. It's important to me. Amy is up. I firmly believe she should and probably will win. Again, I'm not sure why I'm drawn to her...nor am I sure I ask ppl to vote for her. But you should. You should also in my opinion not go by how someone is defined with an R, or a D, or an I. This is just silly. This is because they have to label themselves. I don't think we should label ourselves, because do you really understand? Are you claiming you're democratic simply because by default and nature they're associated with more liberal thoughts and votes? Or vice versa with Republicans? I think you should vote for these people who are up to lead our country...not their title. Look at what they stand for, what they want. It's your responsibility.
This is far too lengthy, and mostly political gibberish. Also most of which is repeating what I've said for some time. Blah blah blah.
Before I wrap this up...I just wanted to say that I think it's asinine that people post things about Anti-War (with or without agruement etc). That entire movement in the 60's and 70's if you will. Now a days...if you dress somewhat "earthy"...people have the tendency to take on this persona, and place it against our current war. Can you make up your own goddamn mind? Or must you fit and be how and who people want you to be? This is going to be stereotypical but it goes with my point...I would love for some typical coffee house junkie to blow people away by supporting our troops. He would be unique. Because his beliefs are his own and not some idealistic subculture's definition of individual beliefs. (Granted that counterpointing this would be some of these ppl really DO believe in anti-war.)
I believe that war is unavoidable. Look at history. To achieve peace, to achieve democracy, we must FIGHT those who oppose this, who are fighting for evil. We cannot sit down and have tea over this. We cannot sit over here in America and wish things were better. To make tshirts, and signs, and have goddamn rallies. This is nice support for wishful hopeful thinking. I just feel that it's ridiculous that people oppose war. There will ALWAYS be evil people(those who are against freedom and rights) fighting us, fighting against others and attempting to diminish good. If we do not fight against this, where would the world be? Where would the Polish and Jews be? Please tell me this. Where would the world be without WWII? What about our goddamn CIVIL WAR?!?! It is foolish to say "I'm anti-war"...what normal person LIKES war??? Who wants to send our people to certain and uncertain deaths?? No one. But it must happen. My point is that I am tired of seeing most youth of today taking on this anti-war persona without having any backing or individual thought.
In correlation with that paragraph...to cover myself and not have my anti-war silliness point overlooked, I must say that I do not support stereotypes. Part of my point above is that I've seen several people in a way SETTLE FOR these stereotypes. They give in to these "ideas and beliefs" because they are socially associated with them; therefore supporting stereotypes.
This is why I post on xanga...I can mumble about shit...and not everyone will have to go check it out. Comments if you'd like. | | |
| Hello Xanga. I am retrying you randomly. It's not only acceptable, but encouraged that I continously type meaningless banter on here.....so here I am.
Plus I only know and more importantly care about a few ppl who still use this blogging medium. It's like we have our own world out here.
Away from the glamourous hectic myspace.
It's kinda like camping....in terms of blogs. | | |
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